Thursday, July 29, 1999

The Name's in the Book

by David Scott Robertson

I am not a Levite.
I don’t belong to any tribe of Israel.
I am not one of “God’s chosen people.”
I am not a part of the house and line of David.
My name is not listed in the genealogy of Jesus Christ.
I was not one of the twelve apostles.
I wasn’t in the Upper Room on the Day of Pentecost.
To be sure, my name didn’t make it into the Holy Scriptures at all.

FURTHER…
I did not predict the Messiah’s coming as a prophet of God.
I was not at the temple the day Mary and Joseph dedicated the Infant King.
I did not even exist when John the Baptist declared,
“…Look, the Lamb of Good, who takes away the sin of the world!” (John 1:29 NIV)

MOREOVER…
I visibly saw no miracles performed by the Son of God.
I audibly heard no words of the Sermon on the Mount.
I didn’t eat fish with the Master on the beaches of Galilee.
I wasn’t within earshot of Moses and Elijah as the Christ was
Transfigured before them on the Mount.
I didn’t partake of the last Passover meal that Jesus would enjoy with His disciples.
I wasn’t there to defend Jesus,
Or flee with the rest,
When they took Him from Gethsemane.

I performed no work,
Small or great…
(Whether that was placing two small coins in an offering box as Jesus watched
To killing a giant and delivering his head to a king)
That has captured the attention of History
So that generations might know my story and exploits.

JUST THE FACTS…
I am a Gentile writing these words in 1999.
Independent of my will
I was born.

When I was born,
How I was born,
And where I was born
Quite obviously was beyond my control.

BUT I SAY UNTO YOU THIS MORNING BY THE SPIRIT OF GOD:
Just as surely as Jesus of Nazareth
Made eye contact with the tax collector, Mathew, and said, “Follow Me,” (Matthew 9;9)
He has made the same offer to you and me.

You see, I was mentioned in scripture after all!
I did make it in the Book of books
Written by the King of kings.
You will find mention of me (and yourself!) in verses like:

(John 3:16 NIV) “For God so loved the world that he gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.” (Emphasis added)

(Rev 3:20 NIV) “Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I shall come in and eat with him, and he with Me.” (Emphasis added)

(Acts 2:39 NIV) “The promise is for you and your children and for all who are far off – for all whom the Lord our God will call.” (Emphasis added)

(John 10:9 KJV) “I am the door: by me if any man enter in, he shall be saved, and shall go in and out, and find pasture.” (Emphasis added.)

Not only am I in God’s Word,
I’m in the Lamb’s Book of Life!
My name is there too!

I don’t mind at all being listed as
WHOEVER,
ANYONE,
ALL WHO ARE FAR OFF,
ANY MAN…

The point is, I’m in!

I’m in God’s kingdom
And God’s kingdom is in me!

So now,
Having entered into a covenant relationshi
With the Holy One of Israel,
I now know that the Author of Scripture
Had me
(Yes, me –
And you,
If you will receive it)
In mind when the Holy Spirit
Had these words recorded in the Bible for eternity:

(1 Pet 2:9 NIV) “But you [me too!] are a chosen people, a royal priesthood [I’m a priest of Jehovah!], a holy nation [I’m in God’s tribe!], a people belonging to God [I am my Beloved’s and He is mine!], that you may declare the praises of Him [praise His name forever!] who called you out of darkness into His wonderful light [I was dead in my sins but Jesus saved me!].”
(1 pet 2:10 NIV) “Once you were not a people [I was lost and undone!], but now you are the people of God [the Spirit of Adoption!]; once you had not received mercy [I was destined for Hell!], but now you have received mercy [I am bound for Heaven!].”

DSR
7/29/99

Wednesday, July 21, 1999

A Good Idea vs. A God Idea

by David Scott Robertson

Have you ever started a project and not finished it?
Could it be that the fact that it petered out
Is an indicator that it may have been
“A good idea” and not necessarily “a God idea”?

I have launched so many
Projects, tasks and to-dos
That have eventually flopped, fizzled and failed.
My life has been a lot like shooting skeet.
I yell, “Pull!” as I launch what I think is a good idea
Only to watch in horror as it explodes in mid-air,
Having been shot to smithereens,
And crashes and burns to the ground like Skylab re-entering orbit.
“Well,” I reason, “It seemed like a good idea at the time.”

Can you not discern,
David,
The difference between, “a good idea,” and “a God idea?”

God ideas have staying power.
God ideas last and last and stand the test of time.
God ideas finish the race,
Navigate the icebergs,
Pass over the speed bumps,
Clear the hurdles,
Scale the walls,
Make it through the obstacle course of oppression,
And survive the combat that always comes against them.
God ideas come to their logical conclusion
At God’s appointed time and season.
God ideas do not return void
But accomplish what the Lord desires
And succeed in the matter for which He sent them.

Can you not discern,
David,
The difference between, “a good idea,” and “a God idea?”

Good is often the enemy of best.
The right thing at the wrong time is the wrong thing.

King David thought it was a good idea to build a magnificent temple for God.
It was not a God idea.
Joshua thought it was a good idea to make a pact with the Gibeonites.
It was not a God idea.
History is replete with good ideas
Gone sour,
Plans gone awry,
“Strokes of genius” having devastating and catastrophic results.

But a God idea is not that way at all.
It has more going for it than momentum…
It has anointing!

A God idea is a concept that is
Jehovah-sanctioned,
Trinity-approved,
Holy Ghost-empowered,
Divinely enabled,
Supernaturally guided,
Lord Jesus-ordained
Which makes things happen –
“Suddenly” or in the fullness of time.

This kind of God idea
Grows a church to the thousands,
Demolishes strongholds,
Heals the sick,
Raises the dead,
Confounds the wise,
Promotes the foolish,
Gets the job done,
Finishes the work.

My advice to myself,
And to you if you can receive it,
Is to inquire of the Lord.
Pray things through.
And include the Lord in the loop of your life.

Before you begin a journey of a thousand miles,
Ask the Lord, ‘Now, is this my idea or Yours?”
Before you prepare to go down a pathway of great sacrifice,
Consider if God has ordered these steps.
Before you enlist in the military,
Sign up for medical school,
Propose to your girlfriend,
Divorce your wife,
Accept a job offer,
Get into debt…
Why not ask the Lord,
“Is this what I am supposed to do?”
“Is this what I am supposed to be?”

Can you not discern,
Dear reader,
The difference between “a good idea,” and “a God idea?”

DSR
7/21/99

Tuesday, July 13, 1999

The Message of the Spring

by David Scott Robertson

Yesterday, I got up 2½ hours late.

There is a tendency,
A weakness,
A flaw in me
That causes me to think that not only is my Daytimers now messed up,
But somehow my whole day is now out of whack,
That somehow I am defeated before I get started
And no doubt things that must get done today will not get done today.
It reminds me of when I last went bowling;
I threw the first ball and didn’t get a strike.
I commented,
“Well, there goes a perfect game!”

But you know what I’ve discovered?
Jesus is Lord even of our Daytimers!
He is more powerful than Personal Information Managers!
He has a divine purpose,
A sovereign plan for each day,
And the power to back it up and make things happen
That defies our personal plans,
Overrides our goal-setting,
And vetoes our agendas.

As I was pondering my fate
On a less than “maximum productivity day”
Due to my slothfulness, laziness and lack of self-discipline –
While I was exercising in the lap pool at the YMCA
The Lord began to speak to my heart…

He began to deal with me
About living life in the right order.
About first things first.
About the importance of seeking first the Kingdom of God
Whether I get up at
4am or 10am.

Maybe it was because I was totally immersed in water
As I was swimming laps,
But the Lord used the word-picture of a fresh, clean spring
To teach me about the importance of seeing God first.

Now, we know that water is vital for our health and life.
We use it
First and foremost,
Directly or indirectly,
For its highest and most noble purpose
Of preserving our life and maintaining essential bodily functions.
The body needs water; without it, we die.
Really simple Biology.
Less mission-critical
But still important
Are the uses of water – for bathing,
Washing our clothes
And even exercising, as I was presently doing.

Now, here is what I felt the Lord shared with me:-

In your mind’s eye, picture a water spring.
An invigorating pool of water spring-fed with pure water
Bubbling up from the water table deep under the Earth’s crust.

Now, FIRST THING each morning, I picture myself going to such a spring.
The spring, to me, represents the Living Water of God
And intimacy, fellowship, worship and interaction with His life-giving Spirit.

While its waters are crystal clear, fresh and perfect for drawing my drinking water.
I take a long, satisfying drink to fill up my internal canteen,
And actually gather up a supply to share
With my family and others throughout the day.
The water is carefully, gently, even tenderly gathered
In the quietness of the first moments of the day,
So as not to stir up all the dirt and silt and sand and stuff
That has settled overnight on to the bottom of the shallow spring.

If I were to go to the spring first thing
And bathe in it with soap,
The water wouldn’t be good for drinking at that point.
If I were to go and launder my clothes in the spring first thing,
The water wouldn’t be good for drinking at that point.
If I were to go and exercise in the spring to get my heart rate up
In the training zone for 20 minutes for the cardiovascular benefit,
The water wouldn’t be good for drinking at that point.
It would take time for all the dirt and silt and sand and stuff
To settle back down at the bottom
Before I could at last enjoy again
Pure, fresh, crystal-clear drinking water.

Through this very simple metaphor,
God began to emphasize to my heart
The absolute importance
Of putting Him first in my life.

Time management is not the issue.
Time spent with the Son of God and in His Word is the issue.
First and foremost,
Directly or indirectly,
For our highest and most noble purpose
Of loving our Creator-God and worshipping Him in spirit and in truth.
We require Living Water to
Preserve our spiritual life and maintain essential body-of-Christ functions.
The bone-dry spirit devoid of Living Water will die.
Really simple Biology.

DSR. July 13, 1999

The Message of the Spring

by David Scott Robertson

Yesterday, I got up 2½ hours late.

There is a tendency,
A weakness,
A flaw in me
That causes me to think that not only is my Daytimers now messed up,
But somehow my whole day is now out of whack,
That somehow I am defeated before I get started
And no doubt things that must get done today will not get done today.
It reminds me of when I last went bowling;
I threw the first ball and didn’t get a strike.
I commented,
“Well, there goes a perfect game!”

But you know what I’ve discovered?
Jesus is Lord even of our Daytimers!
He is more powerful than Personal Information Managers!
He has a divine purpose,
A sovereign plan for each day,
And the power to back it up and make things happen
That defies our personal plans,
Overrides our goal-setting,
And vetoes our agendas.

As I was pondering my fate
On a less than “maximum productivity day”
Due to my slothfulness, laziness and lack of self-discipline –
While I was exercising in the lap pool at the YMCA
The Lord began to speak to my heart…

He began to deal with me
About living life in the right order.
About first things first.
About the importance of seeking first the Kingdom of God
Whether I get up at
4am or 10am.

Maybe it was because I was totally immersed in water
As I was swimming laps,
But the Lord used the word-picture of a fresh, clean spring
To teach me about the importance of seeing God first.

Now, we know that water is vital for our health and life.
We use it
First and foremost,
Directly or indirectly,
For its highest and most noble purpose
Of preserving our life and maintaining essential bodily functions.
The body needs water; without it, we die.
Really simple Biology.
Less mission-critical
But still important
Are the uses of water – for bathing,
Washing our clothes
And even exercising, as I was presently doing.

Now, here is what I felt the Lord shared with me:-

In your mind’s eye, picture a water spring.
An invigorating pool of water spring-fed with pure water
Bubbling up from the water table deep under the Earth’s crust.

Now, FIRST THING each morning, I picture myself going to such a spring.
The spring, to me, represents the Living Water of God
And intimacy, fellowship, worship and interaction with His life-giving Spirit.

While its waters are crystal clear, fresh and perfect for drawing my drinking water.
I take a long, satisfying drink to fill up my internal canteen,
And actually gather up a supply to share
With my family and others throughout the day.
The water is carefully, gently, even tenderly gathered
In the quietness of the first moments of the day,
So as not to stir up all the dirt and silt and sand and stuff
That has settled overnight on to the bottom of the shallow spring.

If I were to go to the spring first thing
And bathe in it with soap,
The water wouldn’t be good for drinking at that point.
If I were to go and launder my clothes in the spring first thing,
The water wouldn’t be good for drinking at that point.
If I were to go and exercise in the spring to get my heart rate up
In the training zone for 20 minutes for the cardiovascular benefit,
The water wouldn’t be good for drinking at that point.
It would take time for all the dirt and silt and sand and stuff
To settle back down at the bottom
Before I could at last enjoy again
Pure, fresh, crystal-clear drinking water.

Through this very simple metaphor,
God began to emphasize to my heart
The absolute importance
Of putting Him first in my life.

Time management is not the issue.
Time spent with the Son of God and in His Word is the issue.
First and foremost,
Directly or indirectly,
For our highest and most noble purpose
Of loving our Creator-God and worshipping Him in spirit and in truth.
We require Living Water to
Preserve our spiritual life and maintain essential body-of-Christ functions.
The bone-dry spirit devoid of Living Water will die.
Really simple Biology.

DSR. July 13, 1999

Saturday, July 10, 1999

This is Not Supposed to Happen to Christians!

by David Scott Robertson

I sit here at the keyboard this morning
With a throbbing headache,
A very sore leg,
And very humbled spirit.

You see,
I spent about 3 hours in the emergency room last night
After falling out of the back of a stationary pickup truck
And learning that asphalt and gravity make a poor combination.
(Never mind how this dumb thing happened to an adult human being.)

When I fell,
My knee went ways that God did not intend for the knee He designed to go.
Then came the sudden stop at the end of my short flight.
But the real zinger was that the fall and pain somehow caused my body
To go into some type of “glucose shock”.
My blood sugar level “bottomed out”
And all of a sudden the world was fading away fast.
The paramedics could not get a pulse
Nor could they get any blood pressure,
And through my haze and disorientation
I overheard the nice young lady with the nametag
Say that my blood sugar level had plummeted to 39 (whatever that means!).
OK, now I’ve set the stage for you.

Well, to cut to the chase
And make a long story short,
I’m going to limp around for a few days
And simply need some follow-up with testing on my glucose levels
To see why Mr. Pancreas is taking too many sick days at work.
But the nagging question and open issue remains:
Why does this kind of stuff happen to Christians?

I mean,
I pay my tithes,
I’m faithful to church,
To my wife,
To my calling to work in the ministry.
My pedigree of “good works” seems to be somewhat respectable…
And yet you wonder about such things
When you’re sitting in a hospital bed with an I.V. stuck in your arm.

Questions…
Where is God in all of this?
Where did I take a wrong turn and miss His will?
Not only do I try to live right,
I try to eat right, exercise daily and brake for small animals.
What’s the deal, anyway?
Why do “bad” things happen to “good” people?
It’s the classic question
Often unspoken but just as often crossing the mind
When you go to funerals,
Arrive at accident scenes,
Visit people in the hospital,
Or read e-mails of incredible suffering of a missionary in Indonesia.

So, what is the deal?
Does God let the Devil get the upper hand for a few hours in your life?
Are we being punished?
Do these things happen to adjust our life compass
Because we are too hardheaded to make the changes any other way?

You know what I think the conclusion is?
Everything God does is just and fair and right.
All things work together for good (Romans 8:28).
The steps of a righteous man are ordained of God, and God delights in each step (Psalm 37:23).
If the attack originates from the Devil,
God will turn it around for my good.
If the situation was permitted or even instigated by the Lord,
God will turn it around for my good.
No “good” thing will He withhold from them that walk uprightly (Psalm 84:11).
Sometimes situations that are perceived as “bad”
Really do serve us the most in the long run.
When you get to Heaven, ask Joseph about the time his brothers threw him in a pit
And where all of that mess led to (Genesis 45:5).

On the morning after a traumatic incident in our lives
I think our thoughts ought to gravitate towards
Praise and worship,
Gratitude and thankfulness,
Statement of faith and professions of blessing
To the Lord our God
Coupled with a renewed consecration to boldly proclaim:
“Though you slay me, yet will I trust you, Lord!” (Job 13:15)

Why?
Because He’s God, that’s why!
Does there need to be any other reason?
Because He’s worthy, that’s why!
Because all His promises are “yes” and “amen” and 100% true! (2 Corinthians 1:20)
His greatness and His great love for you and me
Are not based on how we feel in the natural
But on His Son’s supernatural Blood!

My blood was shed last night
But it did not have the power
To untangle the physical and mental battles we face
In our pilgrimage through life from cradle to grave
Like the Blood of Jesus of Nazareth.

His Blood offers peace in the ambulance.
His Word offers hope as you face the unknown
And are waiting for the blood work and X-rays and test results to come back.
His Spirit offers grace to endure
IV’s and blood tests and ignorant statements like,

“Hold on, Sir, you might feel a little discomfort when I do this procedure.”
(Never believe them when they say, “This is just going to pinch a little bit!”)

My advice to you as I close today is this:
Don’t let anything stop you
From giving glory to the Lord our God!

Join me in my resolve to
Get out of God’s way and let Him get glory out of my life!

Lord, I’m listening, this morning!
I want to hear You talk to me through your Word
And through Your still, small voice.
Talk tenderly to Your servant
And lovingly chastise,
Rebuke,
Discipline,
Counsel
And advise.
I shall hear and obey!

DSR, July 10, 1999

Friday, July 9, 1999

Rebuilders of the Wall - Then and Now

by David Scott Robertson

In my devotional time this morning,
I was reading Nehemiah, Chapter 3
Which chronicles the rebuilding of the wall of Jerusalem
Under the direction of the man of God, Nehemiah.

At first reading,
The passage reminded me of the genealogies
The Jewish writers often employed in their writing style,
Listing that the son of such-and-such did this-and-that.
But I remembered that
All scripture is "God-breathed" (2 Timothy 3:16).
And under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit,
These names were included in the Holy Scriptures for a purpose.

As I re-read this passage,
It was then I began to see things that I hadn't before.
It caused me to consider that there are people in the church world today
Similar to those found in Nehemiah, Chapter 3.

3:1 "The high priest Eliashib and the other priests rebuilt Sheep Gate and hung its doors." - I've seen pastors, deacons and other church leaders working on decks, painting stairwells and doing all kinds of necessary tasks to inspire the people and lead by example.

3:2 "The people of Jericho rebuilt the next section of the wall, and Zacur son of Imri rebuilt the section after that." - I've seen individuals in the Church (like Zacur who rebuilt an entire section himself) that are so zealous for the Lord that they carry the workload of an entire group of people (like the people of Jericho who rebuilt one section).

3:3 "The family of Hassenaah rebuilt Fish Gate." - For many today, the ministry of God is a family affair. Dad, mom and the kids pull together to serve in the Master's field of labor and consequently enjoy the harvest of a rich family heritage. Perhaps it's a divorced mother single-handedly building the ethic of serving Jesus Christ holding the family together. Whatever the case, the legacy left is one of "family ministry" that keeps the family close to the Lord and to each other.

3:5 "The next section was to be repaired by the men of Tekoa, but their town leaders refused to do the hard work they were assigned." - Have you ever known anyone in the Church who turned his or her hand from the plow because the assigned work was too hard? It's a secular cliché but it has spiritual implications: "Winners never quit and quitters never win."

3:8b "Hananiah the perfume maker rebuilt the section next after that, and it went as far as Broad Wall." - Isn't it amazing how the most unlikely characters with odd occupations or talents are often precisely whom God chooses and uses to expand His kingdom? It just goes to show you that no matter who you are and what you do you can make a positive impact for the praise of His glory… if you make yourself available.

3:10 "The section after that was close to the home of Jedaiah son of Harumaph, and he rebuilt it." - Charity begins at home, or at least pretty close to home. Sometimes we don't have to go very far to find a need and meet it.

3:12 "Shallum son of Hallohesh ruled the other half of the Jerusalem District, and he rebuilt the next section of the wall. Shallum's daughters also worked with him." - God has always had a place for women in the ministry. The scriptures don't reveal how old these girls were; perhaps they were teenagers. God has, is and will continue to use young girls, young ladies and older women to do the work of the Kingdom (notice these girls didn't gripe about their assignment like the men of Tekoa!).

3:15 "Shallum son of Colhozeh ruled the district of Mizpah, and he rebuilt Fountain Gate. He put a cover over the gateway, then hung the doors and added metal bolts and wooden beams as locks." - There are always people in the Church who go above and beyond the call of duty. They go all out for God on every project they undertake. I couldn't find in my reading of Nehemiah, Chapter 3, where anyone else put a cover over the gateway. This embellishment was an added feature that made a statement by Shallum that things done for God ought to be the best. Oswald Chambers called it, "My utmost for His highest."

3:20 "Baruch son of Zabbai eagerly rebuilt the section of the wall that went all the way to the door of the house of Eliashib the high priest." - Don't you love it when in the company of the saints there is someone with an eager attitude? A positive, cheerful fellow in your church that does his job with a smile on his face. You know this guy… He's the one you can go ask to do anything from weed-eat the church lawn to fix the broken urinal in the men's restroom to serve communion at a Sunday night service and he'll just smile at you and say, "I'm glad to do it!"

3:30 "Hananiah and Hanun rebuilt the next section, which was the second section for them." The scriptures teach, "Two are better than one and a threefold cord cannot be quickly broken." (Ecclesiastes 4:12) Here we see two Israelites bonded together to do a work for God. The result? They completed the work on two sections. The buddy system works today in the Church too! In agreeing prayer, it can cause ten times as many of the enemy to flee!

3:32 "The goldsmiths and merchants rebuilt the last section of the wall, which went from the corner room all the way to Sheep Gate." - How pleasant it is when brothers dwell together in unity! (Psalm 133:1) What happens when unity reigns? The "last section" gets done! In other words, we finish the work that God calls us to do. Bear in mind that the Tower of Babel was never completed because the workers got out of unity. God honors unified efforts expended under the auspices of His will and anointing.

4:1 "When Sanballat, the governor of Samaria, heard that we were rebuilding the walls of Jerusalem, he became angry and started insulting our people." - It is not that I want to end on a negative note, but some things never change. Any time a great work for God is undertaken, we can expect the Sanballats of this world to creep out of the woodwork to preach their pessimistic gospel of negativism. We can and should take the stance that Nehemiah did, and not "come off the wall" (Nehemiah 6:3) to stop working for God in order to argue with the naysayers. We may feel better emotionally but the work of God stops. God's work must be done. God's will will be done. God's name must be exalted. Vengeance is His alone (Romans 12:19).

So, there you have it.

Times change but people usually don't.
Whether in ancient Israel building a wall
Or down at the corner church building a handicapped accessible ramp,
You are doubtless going to encounter people in your church
Who display the tendencies and attitudes of the people that
Nehemiah dealt with as they rebuilt the wall of Jerusalem!
But you and I can finish the work if we adopt the attitude towards opposition that Nehemiah did:-

"They [the enemies of Israel] were all trying to frighten us, thinking, 'Their hands will get too weak from the work, and it will not be completed.' But I prayed, 'Now strengthen my hands.'" (Nehemiah 6:9 NIV).

Pray, and God will strengthen your hands to complete His work.

DSR, July 9, 1999

Tuesday, July 6, 1999

When, Oh God, When?

by David Scott Robertson

I’m not afraid to die.
I have made my peace with God and trust in the shed blood of Christ
To make provisions for my sins.
Sometimes, though, I’m ashamed to die.

Ashamed because in spite of all the truth I’ve been exposed to
I still have not got my life figured out.

I’ve sat through incredible sermons.
I’ve listened to awesome Sunday School lessons.
I’ve been mentored by people who are light years ahead of me
In their spiritual walk and basic, vital wisdom.
I’ve watched videos by great teachers of the Bible.
I’ve listened to audiotapes by leadership developers that are brilliant and gifted.
I’ve read books written by inspired and motivated individuals.
I’ve thumbed through magazines with articles on discipleship
That are potentially life-transforming.

On top of this,
I have the Bible as an inerrant, inspired, and infallible Word of God
As Life’s Owner’s Manual;
I have a personal tutor in the Person of the Holy Spirit
To lead, guide and direct me into all truth;
I have the love of the Father,
The fellowship of His Son, Jesus,
And the communion of the Holy Spirit,
The fellowship of the saints,
And the constant companionship of a Proverbs 31 wife.

Yet in spite of the fact
That God has graciously provided me with
Everything I need pertaining to life and godliness
I still struggle with having a meaningful prayer time,
Read the Bible sometimes out of devotional duty,
Conduct my ministry as an obligation and moral responsibility,
And love people superficially.

When, O God, when
Am I going to come to the place of
Perfect submission,
Total obedience,
And maximum fruit?

When am I going to
Let go and let God have His wonderful way with me?
When am I going to get out of God’s way
And get out of my own way
And progress into the place of Christlikeness?
When will I dwell in the secret place of the Most High
And abide under the shadow of the Almighty?

When am I going to enter in His rest?
When am I going to swap filthy, righteous rags
For His unfading glory, manifesting daily
Through foolish and weak flesh such as me?
When am I going to lay down my heavy yoke of self-imposed burdens
And take up His light yoke?

When am I going to put faith into action,
Legs on my prayers,
My muscles where my theology is?

In light of the present situation
I could easy talk myself into a
Good cry,
A discouraging predicament,
Or a detour to depression.

But…
I have fallen into the hands of a merciful God.
My Lord King ever lives to make intercession for me
At the right hand of the Majesty on High.
The Kingdom of God is not without but within.
God’s favor is not based on my performance
Rather it is predicated on the Blood of His dear Son, Jesus.

Thanks be to god for the indescribable gift of Jesus Christ.
There is hope
Because God is alive and not only His enemies will be scattered
But mine as well.
Even myself.

Even so,
Lord Jesus,
Help me today to
Trust in you, Lord, with all of my heart
And lean not on my own understanding
But in all my ways acknowledge you
And I truly believe that you shall direct my paths (Proverbs 3:5-6).

DSR. July 6, 1999